Lucifer is the representation of mans human condition and his weakness to the senses. Lucifer loved himself more than the love of god, therefore his lesson was to learn to love humans as god did. But that is just christian representation of this nature. there is also the story of lucifer took pity on humans as god was ready to wipe them off the face of the planet. and was banished for going against the almighty. Then the devil is also the representation of evil being evil for a purpose of greater good. to tempt those who would be tempted. Those who will not, will find redemption in self sacrifice of there wants and desires of the flesh, and instead do what needs to be done for the fire to keep burning. To love someone in a moment more than yourself, and do unto them as you would for yourself. a small kindness. ( these are the notions I explore in these writings to come)

But the question is.... do they deserve it. As they say ignorance is bliss. But the attempt none the less I suppose ,to rekindle that kindness that may have once existed in this unworthy soul. Of course this varies, to person to person. A crack addict will always buy crack instead. This is a given.

But an act of kindness to those who you deem worthy, that is faith and belief in something you dont know is real and could be a lie being spewed from that persons mouth, but know you choose to believe anyways. This where most go astray after being hurt for so long. But understand that life is suffering, and those who are born with the sea will shrug and those born in the desert will weep. This is the lost faith in humanity, in the self because you dont see any change or anyone also around you acting as tho some revelation has been set upon them. No its the same old shit. This is where the internet comes in. Ignorance is a choice in the day where every bit of information once forbidden to a world by the church. Is now at your finger tips. So dont you fucking tell me you dont have chance to rise. Fear of failure, of embarassment and being hurt. Thats what binds you and will forever dictate to you who YOU ARE.
If you are not happy you are lost in yourself and therefore your true nature will never be seen on the surface if it is not embraced as humans want to be.
We yearn for union it is in our nature.

Because in birth we were seperated from the all, we seek it unknowingly it sleeps in us and is seldom awakened. Love that is. A want to change because you are so happy you dont want it to end. This is why Anakin fell. He feared his loss of padme and his vision was askewed by it, by the desire of his heart it showed him the path that was to come. His power and his unoconscious mind. His heart , that is for no one is so close to the fire of the source than your heart and close to your mind as well and knows you better than you do. for you are the reflection of your hearts desire mixed in with dreams of others in this waking world we think is life, because in from a pure state of mind its all we can remember, because the shock of birth scorched the senses of souls and blinded us to a world we once knew. Anakin allowed his heart to be clouded and his ignorance to the truth around him destined this.

But this is the lesson of the heart that I believe jesus preached. That life is love because it sustains all, it is the will behind all things, the corrupt and the innocent. Therefore it is unselfish in its nature for it can not decline, therefore no sense of right and wrong, therefore no ego, and unlimited in its being. As we all know life is change as we all find death. So to change is to love, and good reason to change is true love. So why fear death if you can finally let go of the suffering. Not to say go looking for it, but why fear it. It will only dictate your decision making process. You say you want to leave something behind, to be remembered. You are the essence of change. Right now even as you just sit there your heart beats and it fluctautes the energy in the space you right now take up. it pushes out in every direction (omni directional, spatial flux device) Changing that energy to your frequency of your heart, and it also changes you. Depending on what your arround. Lets say a microwave. Damn that sucks. The earth pulls that energy to its core forever changing it as it also interacts with energy coming from the sun. forever engraining the song of your heart slowly into the web of the universe. Your body goes back to the earth. Tesla proved everything has a frequency and frequency is a product of sound. Sound is a product of transferred energy. Energy equals fire , fire equals light. That is why tesla showed with tesla coils that a form of electric when raised to a higher frequency can be immensely powerful. He showed that the weak can rise to be strong. To transcend themselves and find strength to protect what they love.

Ideas are nothing until percieved and given form by those who dream them up.

There was fire in his eyes as he witnessed a revelation of a muse that did inspire him. His heart, was ablaze and he knew then he must have her. That he would draw a ring around those he loved and protected those within

sound is in our nature this is why music is the fire that inspires and calls out to the other side. As we light our flames at concerts. Its just us getting our hearts pumping and pushing out all that energy as press together, sharing heat. We call out to the dead to say hello and sing to them that we are still yet here, enduring for them, waiting, for a reunion, a moment of catharsis. Life is one big lament, melody, malady, a recital. A play it is a dance where we get to see eachother over and over trying to somehow say sorry, from another liftime locked, within the heart of this person who now carries my blood within them. That is the WONDER OF MARRIAGE. The ring reprsents the ring of life and how all is just constant repetition of moments that could be, should be, wont be and are. Past present and future. How little humans know of there true nature. Dont believe me? Go look at pi. It makes death so romantic in a way. That even words not said in one life can still find there solace in another day, another world where things may different. That enemies can be friends.

The only reason you will never see the light of heaven, is because you never allowed yourself to move past the darkness of your body that encapsulated the light of your spirit, your fire your light, that resided in your heart calling to you from the fringes of your dreams. Trying to remind you of something that once but now you forgot. That your wants of desires are nothing more than your naive mind playing with the possibility of dreams. But sometimes what you need is not what you want, and what you need will always keep you alive. Water is a need, food is a need. Yes love is a need because it is the positive feeling that will drive you to succeed and surpass all before you. I know you felt it atleast once or you thought you did.

This is why I do not fear death, and it does not dictate to my desire. Because if you have eyes to see you will never go blind, in the sight of ignorance when it stands before you. you will pass on beyond tempation and allow yourself to transcend what you are in that moment. That is selfish my dear. One comes first before all after they understand through pain that they are alone, in the end. That is the weakness of the flesh, flesh is the temptation to give in, instead of trying another way. A better way. This can be equated to big oil and clean energy in our day and age. the want to change for the better of all.

An idea is only a vision in your mind and it is nothing until you have the know and the want to bring it to a reality. If you truly think this idea is worth it you will take the steps to achieve it. by learning. By science today we can do this more better than ever. Dreams are becoming realities. If you love this dream you will do what it takes to hold it in your hands, through the proper means of creation and achieving a dream. Nothing worth it in this life is free and always gained through hard work and innovation. Through love and happiness is one driven towards a Utopian society.

If you can truly see you will never be lost, A fire was cast in the sky and it was vision of the heavens, one of true splendor that did blind me with its wonder. A revelation that scorched the senses and all but left was ash. I may wander but I am not lost. My heart is what guides me through the tumult and stormy sea of this ocean of dreams. A fisherman trying to find a port.

I have found that is all about perspective. I say it all the time but it says it the best, the man born with the ocean will shrug at its sight. The man born in the desert will weep .

The fish in the sea can not, see the birds in the sky. The caged bird sings it sorrowful song as it watches the free birds fly.

My face of death that comes to take me may be one that strikes terror, inside. But I will stand ready to face it because I know its coming and I would rather be calm and ready, than fearful and unmoving. Stagnation is the unwilling to change all that, does not move from under the blade will surely have there heads removed.

I guess I am trying to say is
That nothing is wasted and all remains in some form or another. Einstein proved that so I dont see why reincarnation its such a hard perspective for atheists to behold. If they are so smart anyways. So do not fear and just close your eyes and think of the good times and how the bad only made you stronger. Do not fear being forgotten for the universe will not. your heart wouldnt allow it.